Mocha's talk

2011-08-27T01:03:00.002+08:00

Haha wonder why i will start blogging again ?? Bored i guess.
Sitting in mcd doing nothing so decide to type something to express my feelings

It has been such a long time since my last update.

Things have been so different
Start my uni life, Stay outside , start to gym .

Meet new people with different personalities in utar
I take it as a challenge.
A path which i need to walk to proceed my future.

Too much to express so i will make it short for today

Today went out to celebrate friend's friend birthday.
It was nice because first time been to neway CEO
would like to thanks Samantha So for planning and Bernice lim for the invitation
it was fun i guess.
shy on the first place and start to mix around
make alots of new friends.
Dint really get to introduce my self like how i wanted it to be
the typical "HI im kahwai here nice to meet u all =)"
hahaha its a fun day =)

2011-03-15T01:41:00.003+08:00

Woohoo... it has been a long time since my last post...
I just came back from ns...
I will talk about it next time haha...

Current issue : too much thing i wanted to buy...
although i got saving around 800 and ns gave me 450
but i still cant spend my money just like that..
super show 3 concert ticket , snsd album 800 also going to habis d...
then my iphone cover , my nike shoe, urgh ....
when got no money, we wont think of wat we want
but when got the money , we what also want to buy....
Fan ah!!! dunno how to sleep tonite

2010-07-17T01:11:00.002+08:00

Went summit to with dylan and weikeat

Dylan bought a kevin durant's shoe

So jealous... dylan i envy u ahahhaha

i also wanted to buy the chris paul's shoe

but haiz... dunno how to tell my parent....

used up too much of their money....

because of my teeth nearly used up 1k...

feel so guilty... im sorry mom

2010-07-10T22:56:00.002+08:00

Time flies Human change...

So is time to change abit the way i used to blog

Ppl tell me...

usually Your best frens are yr worst enemy

because humans keep on comparing....

so fuck u WeiKeat Loh...

u wan become vampire or wolf?? u choose XD

Haha cant blieve i created this shit

indirectly praising that fellar

u owe me freak... hahaha

went movie with wk dylan and wk's cousin today

eclipse and predator...

Both movie nice nice

but still toy story 3 the best haha

Buzz lightyear =)

2010-06-29T22:37:00.004+08:00

Ok as promised....

i shud post back abt my genting trip

went genting with 5 monkeys

calvin , weikeat, jocelyn, nicole and andy

All of us damm sampat .....

camwhore everywhere and we even have a video

OF MR NEOH KAH WAI .... doing something not good XD

my 1st time on roller coaster and solero

Fun but money also spend alot.... more pictures

at my fb XD haha

Went bubble tea with ashley and kah yen

the day before my genting trip....

all so paiseh XD

and say YES to lakers XD

champion again LOL

2010-06-23T23:59:00.004+08:00

I will update abt my holidays soon... haha

About the genting trip... now is time to talk about world cup

haha this season world cup quite nice la...

I only watch few matches like

portugal Vs ivory coast

Eng Vs *forgotten*

both this game also 0-0

then argen vs korea 4-1

nice game wei... shout like mad

then today eng also not bad haha XD

cant wait for portugal vs brazil this fri...

Woo la la football fever

i Hope i have sport channel at home

now i realize how important it is haha

Leng zai number 1 ... C.ronaldo haha

Lampard

Gerard

number 2 leng zai kaka

Messi

Rooney

2010-06-17T12:46:00.001+08:00

2010-06-15T00:13:00.000+08:00

Which hair better??

2010-06-14T11:43:00.002+08:00

DO nothing this few days....

wat a boring hols... lol

My 1st girl XD YURI....

Fany =p

3rd goes to... JI yeon haha

last eun jang haha

Today Nba game 5

althought kobe scored 38points

but still garnet + pierce + rondo = lakers kalah

Nvm la pray hard for game 6

2010-06-13T16:33:00.001+08:00

Girl you know when you lose your smile
I will place the blame on myself
Those words, and even the light
I will lose sight of everything else

2010-06-12T13:29:00.002+08:00

The reason i dint update my blog for so long

is because i scare ppl later come to me

and tell me... woi!!!! why keep posting emo stuff la..

Sorry la, emotions are very hard to control..

Sometimes im not really emo when i post those thing

Is just that nothing make me Happy

And im kinda down nowadays.....

The whole May.....

Nothing much happens

besides... teacher's day

I have to dress up like a gurl

and act as a teacher

Then the last two week of May, We have exams.....

All the questions have leak thats why dun really nit to study

AND!!!!!! here comes holidays

The 1st week of holidays...

Basketball and gym.....

Then we have skytrex on tuesday

with cass, laiyenn, kokming, hongjian , joshua T, jing yi , sam , mary , etc

Quite fun la... haha

then wednesday morning got spegheti party at km house

joseph , km , hj , ws, sp, mary , py, meera....

then at nite.... lai yenn suprise party !!!!!!

km cass sam laiyenn jy cw pq wt etc

haha that day i meet the most ppl

then yesterday weeee basketball 5 hours

km jy team with me super fun la

petronas twin tower hahaha

2010-06-04T12:25:00.002+08:00

本来，本来我对我的班还有那少许的热忱

可是如今一切都不如以前

如今的趋势已定

我把他们比喻为三国

他们给我一种

蜀中无大将，廖化作先锋的感觉

他们不一定需要你

可能是到束手无策的时候

他们才会三顾茅庐的请你出山

2010-05-08T15:59:00.003+08:00

Picture of Seohyun, Yoona and Yuri from Girl Generation

This picture is from the caribbean bay CF

They are just too hot

The video is at the bottom of this post =)

Super junior also released their 4th album teaser trailer

The video also at the bottom of this post haha

F(x) released their new album NU ABO

with their new hair style

AMBER is so cool XD haha

07/05

School boring as usual

We have took our class photo too

Then after school went to Suet Peng house

So call la buat kerja amal

Suet peng , wee shin , puiyan , mary and me

Walk around Suet peng house

Those girls like nvm been to play ground before

Play with See Saw , Slide and swing ....

Stress akibat SPM LOL

Thx Suet Peng for the earphone

She bought us the mixstyle earphone again XD

haha mine black, weeshin's pink, and puiyan's green

reason : black suits my skin colour, wee shin like pink

and pui yan is a nature lover.. RITE PUI YAN?? haha

Then tuition till 10 .... tired

08/05

Wake up at 1

Go gym with wei keat

then bought bubble tea back for my sis and bro

Such a good bro rite?? haha (ss-ing)

Watch this... SNSD HOT... 2Pm MUSCULAR XD

2010-05-06T23:23:00.002+08:00

05/05

Happy birthday Jocelyn

Hope u have a sweet 16

Hope yr relationship with chew

Last forever....

Enjoy yr paul frank stuff haha

Today went to gym with wk

Plan to just go do for fun...

Manatau end up bench press 40kg

Come back straight KO

06/05

Happy birthday Ban

Hope u always muscular

Always so leng zai

And rmb us XD haha

Today morning went SMC

Kena zha by 5sn2 most leng lui

according to hong jian la XD

STEPHANIE MAH

I tell u ...... zzzzzzzzz i hate u steph

School boring as usual

sejarah ok ok

bi sivik math moral totally waste time

weeshin mary not in the class

Tuition chemist at 4.45

Then yam cha at smc till physics

We all keep talking nonsense in physics

olive oil , lubricane oil , magnet go in cannot come out,

LOL sn3 ppl mind really polluted kao kao

2010-05-06T00:25:00.001+08:00

Keng gai with my mum for 2 hours

Nearly cry....

Mum I will always love u XD

2010-05-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

Two days also walk back home

Tired.....

School as usual boring

Today mary bring camera to school

so we play with camera nia...

我还是活在过去

眷恋着过往的回忆

虽然我很想忘了

可是我无法面对事实

2010-05-03T02:09:00.000+08:00

I miss my LONG and BROWN hair T.T

side view

front view

top view XD

Movie Marathon

2010-05-02T03:28:00.005+08:00

30/4 - kota kemuning one day trip

Went to the gym with weikeat chew and gan

Then went mcd for lunch

After lunch, left for dead 2 at terrabit

but we just too suck so keep kena kill by zombie.

After that play ball at palma till quiet late

Come back finish you are beautiful final episode

Shin Woo is just too cool

although Mi nam dun like him

But he still look after her XD

SHIN WOO HYUNG~~~~~

1/5 - Labour day

Wake up at 9

Went sunway pyramid with weikeat and dylan

When we reach the cinema

OMG the que super long haha

So we decided to go to summit

and as usual ITS SO EMPTY XD

Watched ironman 2 and ip man 2

ironman 2 rating 8/10

Because too much on talking

and ironman dun really fight much in this episode

and war machine too useless...

WITH HIS EX WIFE LMAO

IP MAN 2 rating 100/10 XD

ITS just too nice

for a person like me who dint watch the 1st one

also think this is nice

i love the machine gun punch

Went back home around 6

Sleep at 8 manatau dylan

wake me up at 10 ask me go play ball

After ball keng gai until 1

Then we go yam cha at AMEER weee~~~

I sneak out without my parent notice XD haha

眼底星空
流星跌落手中
我静静握着抬头向上天祈求
愿你先找到温柔

2010-04-29T14:45:00.002+08:00

Woooo suddenly so into korean band

here got nice pic to share with XD

Girl generation XD

f(x)

big bang

suju

you are beautiful XD

2010-04-29T01:22:00.003+08:00

Thx to mary XD

i get my headset on monday

black and white

very very nice

i can hear the bass nicely

pictures will be up later

i skipped school on tues

stay at home and watch

you are beautiful

i will talk about it in the next post

today cannot wake up

because sleep too late

and today's dancing class was fun

women lie men lie.. new song huh

and chriz say might teach us

wedding dress next week

2010-04-25T12:28:00.002+08:00

Its time to change back the way i blog...

Last time i always update about my daily life

but i realise nowadays i always update very short

Mostly about emo stuff

or just some picture....

Is time to write something

so that those ppl that visit my blog

got something to read haha

yesterday palma got 4 on 4 basketball

my team : me sam calvin kenneth...

sian all got english name ... i also wan....

Hmmmm jack la then.. haha

so our team name is jsck XD

(hari ini tak makan ubat... so sot sot jor)

nice game....

as usual dint contribute much to the team

sam did a great job...

because of his last 3 3 point...

we got 1st....

then makan... go cheok house ... come back and sleep XD

2010-04-25T01:46:00.002+08:00

缘分是一种很奇妙的东西

有时你和某人擦肩而过的时候

你往往没想到这个人

可能是你为来的朋友

当你回想起曾经与他人擦肩而过

那种感觉好奇妙

可是缘分有时可使有缘无份的

缘分可以将4 位不认识的人拉在一块

可使也因为缘分已尽的关系

那一段四人之间的友谊

因此决裂

如今见面

那可像往常的一见如故

也因为误会，隐瞒，缺乏信任

而使到这三方之间渐渐的有了

一道隐性的墙

每当他们经过，

我都装扮得和我现在的朋友很高兴

让他们觉得我和现在的朋友比较开心

其实这只是不想他们觉得

我因为他们而意志消沉

在那面具底下

懊悔以及无奈的表情

就只能从此隐藏着

2GB of mv in 2 hours time

2010-04-21T17:59:00.002+08:00

LOL.... today internet was super was

So of cause wont let go the chance

to download all my MV

ONLY certain have HD

like those lastest wan ...

Chu and Run devil run

Nice nice ~~~~

Suju mv also not bad..

dont don , u , sjm - u ...

i know im slow.. now only start listen those

Im so korean now.. haha

slowly going into
big bang , 2ne1 , 4 minute , 2am, 2pm too XD

2010-04-14T23:43:00.001+08:00

the book ....

one of the m.character..

she have a younger sis....

the way she talk with her sis

reminds me of u ....

2010-04-14T22:24:00.002+08:00

this book...

i really wan to thank the author

coz seriously write out how i feel

friendship is just so weak

and the story

is about 3 girl and a boy

which similar to ..... a story

2010-04-13T23:36:00.001+08:00

thx andy... for helping me buy XD

snsd 2nd album

and weee... i love this pic XD

2010-04-10T16:18:00.002+08:00

This year is my 1st year

that i draw birthday card for people

during their birthday

Until now already give out 2

to that 2 miss lim

but guess they will just read

and throw into rubbish bin rite

that two miss lim??

Yesterday reach home

and saw this on my bed

weeee~~~

From magical girl nanoha

Currently playing jue dai shuang jiao...

another nice game after chinese paladin

2010-04-04T22:20:00.001+08:00

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tatoo

2010-04-02T20:49:00.004+08:00

22~26th march

My school become the host for

basketball mssd

Aiks dint get to join school team

but work as table official...

Awhh... sunburn haha T.T

Ws trying to ask me give her my food

Sedang on duty haha

20th of march

Super junior concert

Hmmm... went there around 2 with the girls

beratur sampai 7 only get to go in

summore have to stand

haha kinda emo at 1st la...

But ok la the concert

At least got high for awhile haha

27th march

cycleton...basketball match

ok la overall haha K.A.S and K.a.s

31th of march

Happy birthday marry XD

her birthday is on 30th

so we have a suprise plan for her and ws at little ben

zi mui pose rite?? haha

i look so dumb >.<

bigger than her face rite?? haha

31th of march...

that nite once i get home

suprise suprise...

SONY aino reached home haha

aino with my 2 nendoroid ... so cute la them

cannot compare with dylan's camera

so sweet haha XD

2th of april...

went pyramid with amir , chew and wk

camwhore XD

and my final fantasy 7 puzzle weeee 1000pieces de haha

2010-03-31T17:58:00.001+08:00

Something nice is coming to me this saturday XD

2010-03-30T00:35:00.001+08:00

Oh girl
I cry cry
You're my all
Say goodbye
Oh my love
Don't lie lie

2010-03-28T19:44:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went sunway pyramid to pre-order

the black rock shooter figure

This is the original figure which cost Rm400 +

Super good quality but cant move and change anything

This is the one i preoder

-Slightly smaller than the ori

-rm115

-figma

This is the nendoroid version

Super cute ... wan preoder this too

but pok kai d la...

this one shorter than figma

But bigger

2010-03-28T18:02:00.002+08:00

1st phone - nokia 6680 (spoiled)

2nd phone - nokia 1800 (lost)

3rd phone - se k530i (half dead)

4th phone -se w910 (spoiled)

really mm se tak trade in them... but cannot use d ... no point of keeping...

I will miss u guys XD

2010-03-28T13:55:00.001+08:00

To kok ming's handphone wallpaper ...

Its too late

2010-03-27T22:47:00.001+08:00

fren......

why do u have to lie to me......

2010-03-25T22:14:00.002+08:00

Aiks.... sad

Next time...

cannot then tell la cannot

dun give me hope

then at the end....

tell me dowant go

2010-03-24T20:09:00.000+08:00

问君能有几多愁，恰似一江春水向东流

2010-03-23T21:53:00.003+08:00

2010...

the 1st year that i spent that much...

Get a new pc....

SNSD stuff....

and figures.....

Haha i plan to get all these in 2010

Death note nendoroid petit file case #01

File case # 02 which i ady have 2 of them

Dylan's collection

This one but dunno wat anime liao

Super junior M - mini albun

Sorry sorry album

SnSd Oh album

Gee album

ANd GEnie!!!! haha yoona look cool XD

2010-03-23T20:54:00.001+08:00

弃我去者，昨日之日不可留

2010-03-17T19:29:00.002+08:00

Today went timesquare with shin, yi, sp and andy...

Phew finally got fren to go out with ...

Bought snsd and suju poster

Snsd cup

Yuri's hp chain but i put on my mp3 haha

weeeee

And my com wallpaper... yuri and tiff

2010-03-16T15:30:00.002+08:00

如果哭泣可以让事情有婉转的地步

那么我情愿不停的哭泣

如果睡觉醒来还是要面对这个恶梦

那么我情愿长眠不醒

如果逃避可以减轻在我心中的伤痛

那么我会一直在逃

可是这都是如果............

我不会再站在任何一方

我也不会再站在中间

因为每一方都认为我偏袒着

任何一方

那如果是你们的执著

那我也应该开始有我自己的执著

我不明白

你那天对我说的

有什么意义

若纯粹为了让我体会

你得到的伤痛

那么你成功了

若是又要告诉我

你这样做是要让我成长

是为我好......

那么我是无言

因为我彻底的佩服

你对待朋友真诚的一面

我沉默了好久

直到今天才开始对外来的东西有反应

人生就是一场戏

谁能演得最好

他就能掌控别人的一生

他就能影响别人的一生

真可惜我不是那个演得好的人

我不想再与任何人有争执

有时不是我不想履行我的诺言

而是每当机会来临时

命运之神都不眷顾着我

既然有那一道墙的存在

那么就算如何

两块磁铁是永远没有可能

连回在一起

就让那两块磁铁

漫漫的失去磁性

可能只是一块

因为另外一块因该

很快就在墙的另一端

找到属于他的其他磁铁

而这一块磁铁只好

慢慢让命运之神折磨

他那脆弱的磁性

2010-03-14T00:22:00.001+08:00

又是一个漫长的夜晚

最近上网都是无所事事

闷.........

白白浪费的一天

希望明天会更好

2010-03-13T13:36:00.003+08:00

不知道你们相不相信

朋友在我生命中

扮演着很重要的角色

我一直都是把朋友

都放在第一位

尤其是他们

如果你不爱一个人，请放手，

好让别人有机会爱她。

如果你爱的人放弃了你，

请放开自己，好让自己爱别人。

有的东西你再喜欢也不属于你的，

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃。

人生中有许多爱，但别让爱成为一种伤害，

如果真诚是一种伤害，我选择谎言，

如果谎言是一种伤害，我选择沉默。

如果你真的爱一个人就要好好珍惜~

2010-03-03T12:52:00.000+08:00

你听一听我的心跳
你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你
搭车想着你
合眼闭眼间出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情
我等不到你的回应
不想难为你
又不想放弃你
决定告诉你
对不起对不起我爱你

有时，想把自己灌醉，逼自己坦白，真不知心里在想什么

2010-03-03T11:44:00.002+08:00

“用我的晚安陪你吃早餐

记得把想念存进扑满

我望着满天星在闪

听牛郎对织女说要勇敢

别怕我们在地球的两端

看我的问候起着魔毯

飞用光速飞到你面前

要你能看到十字星有北极星做伴

少了我的手背当枕头你习不习惯

你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单”

我现在只想当个卖火柴的小女孩
虽然是在寒冷的天气下
可是火柴却给我带来了希望
虽然这些希望都是幻觉
可是至少我快乐过
虽然最后必须面临死亡
可是我却是快快乐乐的死
虽然是很孤单
可是我却拥有自己得空间

2010-03-01T19:36:00.001+08:00

今天是什么日子啊.......

玩着玩着，就快要玩完仙剑了

故事中的女主角让我想起了一个人

一个跟他一样很爱说道理

永远都有自己主见的人

2010-03-01T01:36:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday pui leng

Hope u will have a happy sweet 16

Forget abt the past and live forward XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2010-02-28T17:36:00.002+08:00

当我沒有学会珍惜的時候，我沒有遇見你；

当我学会珍惜的時候，我却没有机会去珍惜你；

当我觉得机会来临的时候，命运之神却不眷顾着我；

有些東西錯過了一次；也許會錯過真正的一生；

可是有些事实是改变不了的

我学会了逃避现实

2010-02-26T14:45:00.003+08:00

miss them so much

2010-02-24T20:18:00.002+08:00

Hmmmm

Today is a happy day XD

All come to school so happy

but end up ......

Today i dowant to say anything anymore

i stand bhind of u all

look at u all

and i feel.... u all are my frens

i should do something

To u all :

I hate u because i love u

I hate u because u are important to me

I hate u because u always dun let me care abt u

I hate u because u always keep quiet when things happen

I hate my self for being so useless

I hate my self for being just like sand

I hate my self

I hate my self........

and to the one that runing 400m and 4X400m tmrw

Good luck and gampateh .......

2nd time huh....

i wonder how many times more

i have to encounter...

2010-02-11T15:54:00.002+08:00

Hey gurl....
Im glad that u ask carina to find me

When carina come to me

I was like... huh?

Why cant u just walk to my class

So dai pai need me walk to yr class oO

But when i reach there

Saw u lying on the table...

I know something had happened

Im glad that im the person u wan to talk to

Im glad that u trusted me

U make me feel happy

Because the moment u are down

Im just right beside u

But sorry i dint manage to cheer u up

IM a not good in this

Sorry i wasnt able to give u a hug

Im here to tell u

Yr frens us are always here for u

Whenever u need help ....

come find us XD

So, cheer up and dun cry anymore

Is not worth to cry for such a small thing

Smile more and be who u are

be the shi lin that i once know

dun need to change yr self for other ppl XD

2010-02-09T01:28:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday DYLAN...

Haha hope u always leng zai XD

We make a suprise party for him last friday

And i love my lameness on that day ~~~

Palma family XD as usual... damm dark

The four that in relationship XD

2010-02-08T01:32:00.002+08:00

Saturday - Best outing ever... 1st time 5 of us go out together XD

Sunday - Aiks... they go play without me... 5-4=1 aiks T.T

And guess wats this???

HINT: definately not alcohol XD

And best candid of the year by mr black XD

Guess whos this??

HINT: Definately not kokming and lilly XD

2010-01-30T23:07:00.002+08:00

wakaka is time to lan c my window 7 XD

haha nice wallpaper

high resolution .....

Hmm

go youtube and type

final fantasy versus 13 HD

I will beat that u will definately like noctis

after u watch the super cool trailer...

even lilly say she will dumb kok ming

just for that guy XD

highly recommended

Hmm

new nick name from ah moon jie ....

Hopeless romantic guy....

i sendiri prefer prince char ming... haha

why not just gabungkan together...

hopeless romantic guy prince char ming XD

why char ming?? kok ming punya brother ma call char ming lo XD

2010-01-30T00:08:00.003+08:00

Hong jian;s birthday party -

The big family XD

Hmmm the four ?? haha XD

Gay!!!!

pq me and shi lin

kok ming and pq

1st pic me and kokming XD

1st pic me with pq (finally got to take pic with u haha)

I wonder who buy such a nice cake har hong jian ?? haha

Hmmm miss tan shi lin

dowant upload those pics i camwhore with her

cause she thinks is ugly... haha

Manage to take pic with km and pq...

AND see mun ling u are next XD

2010-01-29T10:52:00.002+08:00

Dint go to school today

Since yesterday

im just lying down on my bed

waiting time to past.... Sien

This morning nothing to do

So decided to check on latest rpg game

Oo and i found out that final fantasy 13 got 2 version

ff13 and ff versus 13

So call girl and boy version

Original ff13

Main character - lighting (girl)

The fighthing stlye is like kh + ff10

And now here comes the coolest final fantasy series

FF versus 13

Main character - noctis (boy)

combination of sora, cloud,zack and squall

fighting style like kingdom hearts2

a guy who can control 11 blade

go youtube and search for the official trailer

and u can see how cool this guy is XD

Combination of 13 and versus 13

2010-01-28T19:16:00.002+08:00

Im enough with all this
......

Last sat, went paparich with cheok wk and dylan
Dylan intro me this nice shoe...

Hope i can have this ....

2010-01-27T20:42:00.001+08:00

happy birthday hong....

2010-01-23T14:03:00.003+08:00

Fren,
do u think a msg u send that
tell me u heard wrongly
can solve everything??

U are the one who tell me that.
Im hurt when i heard that
and at the end u tell me
actually u heard wrongly?

Then u send me another msg
say that if u ask her to be fren with me
i can anot??
miss, is not we want anot...
is already cannot....

The way she talk to me
is like so sarcastic
Yeah i know im tall
and i know she is short
but she dun nit to tel me things in this way

oh well, i know is my fault
that i misunderstand her 1st...
But who cause this misunderstanding??
u ownself know the best

I dunno wat u tell her
and wat she had tell u
Im not blaming u for anything
Im just letting u know
Sometimes, words are more painful than knife.....

2010-01-17T23:11:00.003+08:00

Hmm im a 5 years old pc
pentium4
ddr1
no graphic card.....

this picture take place at my house...
5 hours before this....
my low ya pc

and here comes.... my component component

and now.....

DDR3 core i5 2.66ghz

gt240 geforce

4gb ram...

wakaka

2010-01-03T01:07:00.004+08:00

I will miss u my hair

Lol and my new hair

turn out to be very thick

so i decided to settle it myself

haha and the result quite satisfy la

but still damm dark =(

Haha im back from hometown

Today morning was fun

8 games 8 games win

shooting 6/7

wahaha dunno why suddenly hang shoot

ON FORM XD
Thx to my cousin bring to the court and play

Play with few daerah perak players

OMG.. perak really more geng than selangor haha

My niece was so quite

Yesterday when i was having my breakfast

She run to me and say she wan too

So we both share...

SO cute la she.... XD

2009-12-29T23:31:00.002+08:00

Number 201th post on my blog
gampateh gampateh XD

Hmm parents back from genting
bring back damm alot snack
Then go bac hometown
go aunty house...
snack kao kao also
i will grow fat in this few days

the christmas party pics can go weikeat or dylan's blog
i lazy upload haha

hmm finally finish working
but damm mm se tak everyone of them la
haha when school reopen got time i will go help k haha
XD hot and roll rocks

and lastly...
i cut a coconut hair
damm funny...
super duper funny ...
aiks

2009-12-27T01:33:00.001+08:00

dont feel like talking.....

2009-12-24T00:53:00.002+08:00

Phew...
Pavillion openning
tired....
went out at 8...
come back at 12.30 midnite
16hours of standing... zzzzz

25th onwards....
will be homealone
whole family go genting plus my sis bf
Wth.. mum... she is just 14 leh...

2009-12-21T22:54:00.002+08:00

Its blogging time. Hmm where should i start leh??
OK i suppose work on 15th

But due to the delay of the workshop at pavillion

The date keep changing until now officially comfirm is 23th

Sobs sobs... ok i will continue this later

The previous previous week

I spend my time on alot outings

Went pyramid and skate for the 1st time

Went bukit tinggi with palma family

Went gym with frens

What a nice week

The previous week

I spend my time on drama

Everyday sleep at 5 and wake up 9

Thats why today...

Try to sleep at 12 but cant so i decided to online

Yesterday also sobs sobs

Buzzer beat

Only manage to watch until episode 10 coz episode 11 dint copy from dylan.

Hmm quite a nice show. Romance, basketball and friendship XD

Naoki and the girl (forgotten the name).. Really damm sweet la seing both of them together

Proposal daisakusen aka operation love

Hmm this story is about a guy keep on travel back time

Because the girl that he likes gonna get married with another guy

Do watever u feel like doing so that u wont regret next time XD

and haha this guy is the same guy from buzzer beat

Black and white aka pi zhi ying xiong
Best taiwan drama ever

the story is quite nice but confusing at the same time

zai zai acting was verygood in this drama

But unfortunately zhao yu ting get the award =(

My dad's new laptop

My new mp3

Ok now is time to talk abt something

Its abt my work

Seriously i dun feel like working anymore

Coz i dowant to work on christmas

But unfortunately wee shin's brother have to go for an operation on 24th

Im in a dilemma now

I dunno how la

have to go back hometown on 27th summore

Im very confusing now and i need someone to talk to

I dunno how to tell them i dowant to work d

Coz i scare im the one causing trouble to them
This is another reason why i still cant fall asleep now

The ss me

2009-12-18T15:07:00.002+08:00

To: wei keat , lilly , pq , kok ming , primary school fren , basketball fren etc..
Lol sorry for always ffk u all... sorry for always spoiling u all punya mood
not purposely de la.... forgive me k

and something wrong with my phone... yesterday reload rm10... today tell me finish wth

2009-12-18T01:26:00.003+08:00

3Weee this week is my lucky week. I got one iphone3g and new walkman mp3. Went to low yat this morning to help my dad buy his sony vaio laptop. After few hours research, found a nice laptop nice price and nice free give. Free mouse free memory card free mp3 and etc. I decided to take the mp3 since it look so nice. Went back around 5 plus, then jog around palma for an hour. Phew... tiring la lol.

Yam cha with wei keat and kelvin XD. Then go kelvin house to ask him help me install alot of stuff. Until 12.30 only chao. AND hong jian, haha since when u so good with all my palma's fren. Everyone mention abt u lol.

Currently watching black and white aka pi zhi ying xiong. Nice drama because zai zai from f4 was inside the drama. The story was kinda complicated and im just reach epi 7. Everyday sleep at 5 then wake up at 9... it has been 4 days... lol turning into zombie

Haha the reason i trying to make this post longer coz i promise someone i will try to make a super long post. Better if can make 1k words but i dont think so. Coz our miss lilly say that i always update so short and she says that her blog are more intresting haha XD let u win ba miss lilly =)

2009-12-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

Proposal daisakusen
After watching this drama
Seriously make realise alot of things
Really very touch

Feel like we should really enjoy of our secondary school life
Do watever u feel like doing
If not u will regret one day

Dunno whether watch too much japanese drama
Kena influence by the virus d
Nowdays also dont like to talk much
Maybe just trying to act cool

2009-12-14T00:30:00.003+08:00

传说在恋人们心和心之间
○栖着一条叫感情的线
●等两个人的距离越来越远
△那份纠缠却紧紧相连
※不眠的咖啡融化寂寞的夜
▲少了酒精我却有点醉
◎这里空荡的气味让人心碎
☆人情之间看不到坚决
★花开在春天幸福的起点
◇擦肩过的人悄悄传递着爱恋
◆在你离开以前请再看一眼
□有没有什么值得留恋

▽昏黄的街灯陪着我的爱情
▼丢弃回忆藏不住伤心
⊙就像是已过期的黑白电影
♂♀不知何日再重新上演
@幸福来临以前也请你改变
◆会有个人陪你到终点
※也许都不需道歉
■这样的错过
◎是另一个幸福的起点
☆爱过就永远不会
■改变

别再说是谁的错
让一切成灰
除非放下心中的负累
一切难以挽回
你总爱让往事跟随
怕过去白费
你总以为要体会人生就要多爱几回
与其让你在我怀中枯萎
宁愿你犯错后悔
让你飞向梦中的世界
留我独自伤悲

早知道是这样

如梦一场

我又何必把泪

都锁在自己的眼眶

i tot i at least can tok to u .....

2009-12-13T01:21:00.001+08:00

Watching Proposal Daisakusen...
and dot dot dot same fellar as buzzer beat again..
lol he is just too cool

2009-12-12T20:21:00.003+08:00

I sit at the court alone just now
Keep thinking, has been how many days since i last emo
Yeah few days ago
Im glad i finally can control my emotion well

One people sitting at the court
Really will make me feel lonely
The whole court so quiet
Can only hear the sound of my ball bouncing
And my breath.......

Yeah, today was my last day of holiday
Thought suppose to enjoy
Suppose to be hanging around with my frens
But im sitting at the court
Really hope there was some background music lol

2009-12-10T21:32:00.004+08:00

10/12/2009 - the last 3 days for me

This afternoon , went to eat bak kut teh with the palma's family

calvin, dylan, wei keat and cheok

Not bad 4 people total rm53

and end up im the one eating the most =_="

Dylan XD

Jacob haha... he aim to be jacob

jacob number two... jacob white lol

Next, movie at bukit tinggi

Storm warrior XD

the animation kao kao nice haha

two thumbs up haha

but the story abit lame la

all the animation still in my mind now lol

Next, go jusco for shopping

and our driver kena bully by those naugthy ppl

Sorry cheok... pity him =)

Next cheok house - modern warfare 2

Nice game man... haha

This is a new japanese drama that i currently watching

Buzzer beat XD

is about basketball and romance haha

naoki XD

Sweet

Cool

Sweet sweet XD

2009-12-09T14:27:00.003+08:00

Some of my friends tell me
Update yr blog la kahwai
Friends, here's something for u all

Why must i update blog
Since my post will only make ppl
feel bad feel guilty after reading my post

I feel im stupid that i share everything
on my blog
no one actually understand wat i trying to tell
how i feel
they will only think
kahwai emo again
Yes... so this time im gonna make it damm clear

Yesterday was a bad bad outing
worst outing ever
Sorry if this hurt u guys
Andy and hong jian..
i dun mean the skating part
thx u both for accompany me the whole time

To those that dun feel like going next time
Please dont come

To those who feel yesterday was boring
Sorry

To those who thinks me andy and hongjian are fucker
who just go to cc and leave u all there
Fuck u too...
Think another way... why are we the one who leave u all
why not u all who leave us
We all ask u all to skate u all can dowant go
Why when u all ask us to watch movie, we must follow?

To those who think we 5 just enjoy our walk and dont bloody care abt u all
u are wrong... we actually even think we are the one who make u all not happy

To those who think they are damm emo for the whole day
We are actually emo also just that we dont show it out

To those who think they dint enjoy the whole day yesterday
Neither us

If u want to hate me
go ahead

2009-12-07T03:08:00.001+08:00

只是这样的日子
还剩下多少已不重要
时常想起过去的温存
它让我在夜里不会冷

你说一个人的美丽是认真
两个人能在一起是缘份
早知道是这样
像梦一场
我才不会把爱
都放在同一个地方

我又何必把泪
都锁在自己的眼眶
让你去疯
让你去狂
让你在没有我的地方坚强

2009-12-07T02:38:00.003+08:00

tmrw's plan :
school - doritis court - gym with wei keat - dad's office - 1 utama
weeeeeee

songs to intro:
1)梦一场/meng yi chang - na ying (6 star)

2)幸福的起点/xing fu de qi dian - style (10star - must hear XD)

3)bad romance - lady gaga (6 star)

4)失恋阵线联盟/shi lian zhen xian lian meng - 草蜢 (5 star)

5)rock your body - alisa 高以爱

6) MIROTIC - DBSK 东方神起

2009-12-06T02:00:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday May gee XD

sorry that i wish u late a day

Friendly match with smk bandar utama 2 aka my previous school

kahwai - hongjian - kokming - kelvin - weikeat - dylan

the most gay partner in the team
kw and wk haha

2009-12-05T07:23:00.003+08:00

kok ming and hong jian came to my house yesterday
ordered pizza then we eat XD
At nite play ball at palma till 11 plus
then eat again
We sleep at 4 ~5
coz i sleep then wake up again
haha we keep talk talk and talk
enjoyed the best nite ever
Gay party XD
3 people sleeping on the same bed
Syok gila and we tok secret Shhhhhh

2009-12-04T01:33:00.002+08:00

I suddenly got inspiration from my fren
to make this tag... haha
ok la... is lilly... lilly... remember her name k..
kahwai: always say my fren my fren... u all also see till sien d

Name yr best friend list (plus u ) and give them a name for their heart
(kahwai: hmmm like that will be damm long wo... coz i have alot best fren XD)

Neoh Kah Wai - blackheart
lol, u all sure thinking.. this sampat kahwai always like to emo so he choose black.
No la actually coz i look dark XD

LillySee - silverheart
ask her la.. i also dunno why

Kokming - goldheart
why gold??? coz silver and gold always make a perfect match XD wahaha
dun kill me lilly

Hongjian - smallheart
small people got small heart lol

Puiquan - redheart
she's friendly so she got red XD

Wenting - whiteheart
she always say that she is innocent so give her white lo haha

Maygee - pinkheart
She always good to people, cheer people up with her nice nice words.. haha

Weikeat - heartless
coz his heart belongs to me... wahah gay rite???

Calvin - heartless
haha his heart is with jocelyn

To others frens that havent mention... dun worry... got part 2 de la...

2009-12-03T11:40:00.003+08:00

i wake up at 9 this morning
tot wan go watch sunway to watch movie
that movie start at 11
I told u both yesterday

Today morning when i wake up
u both still sleeping
so i dint go disturb u all
i stay in my room listening to my songs

Then when u both wake up
U both tell me u both got things to do
ask me wait for awhile

Yeah and so i waited till 11.30
i dint even say anything
i just remain silent
and lie down on my bed

Then u came in and scold me
say that im so lazy
say i spoiled yr mood
haha... did u think of u spoiled my mood too

yeah your son is useless
then just dont put hope on him la
is not like u have only one children
u got one more daughter and son
Life is so unfair
u are always right

2009-12-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

TO: 3 person that i care most, U u and u
Im sorry for everything.
U all may feel the kahwai u all know have changed.
Yeah i changed.
I talk to u all not as nicely as last time.
I very sensitive of what u all tell me.
I scold u all
I make u all feel bad feel guilty
I know u all care abt me
I know u all dun mean to hurt me
But sometimes i just follow my mood
I dunno wat else to say....
I just wan to tell u all
IM sorry for everthing
If i have a chance
I hope i dint exist in u all punya life
Bye........

2009-12-01T23:46:00.002+08:00

寂寞，好了
孤独的泪水
无情的面容
虚假的微笑
一人坐在那儿
回想起曾经
曾经是多么的快乐

每个人都会演戏
每天都在伪装
关心已变的很陌生
关怀已不需要了

太迟了
一切都已经太迟了
不是大家有问题
而是我有问题
我过不了自己那一关

有时候想着想着
到底有没有人知道
其实我也很会伪装
我说这，你们就要听吗？
为什么你们不问为什么
为什么我告诉你们你们就只是哦
需要这样敷衍我吗
为什么你们不能给我少许的关怀
难道是我根本不值得你们关心

2009-11-29T23:35:00.001+08:00

This sat friendly match at smk bandar utama 2
the starter 5
kahwai
kokming
dylan
kelvin
wei keat

2 more players wanted
those that intrested can contact me XD
kahwai ~~

2009-11-29T01:31:00.002+08:00

sweet~~

emo~~

haseo~~

yeng~~

lonely~~

2009-11-28T23:00:00.002+08:00

Wooo blogging time
Haha today i wan to recommend
two songs to u guys
tai sa - wu qi xian
shuang ren wu - wilber pan

tai sa... i love the lyrics...
especially the part when he say
"tell u more also u wont understand
even though i heartbroken u also cannot do anything"
woooo gaya betul la.... haha

2009-11-28T12:52:00.002+08:00

You wanna say love love love love love love
And baby girl I say okay okay

守住你的承诺太傻只怪自己被爱迷惑
说过的话已不重要可是我从不曾忘掉

2009-11-27T02:34:00.012+08:00

Im addicted to two songs
Shuang ren wu by wilber pan
dao le ming tian by sj-m

Today im gonna make a super long post
U could call it a story
Story of kahwai

Friend, wats friend?
Friends help u when u need helps
Friend talk to u when u are boring
To me, i have friend that i share stuff with
friend that i always chat with
friend that always play around with me
friend that emo with me
and lastly friend that hurt me
Last time, friends are very important to me
Now, who cares abt them

I like to be alone
I have lock up my heart
I dowant anyone to understand me
I might have different different personalities
But thats just my outer layer

Whats love?
U like her and she like u
Will love last forever?
Will there be true love?
Last time i used to believe
Now... all that is just bullshit

Whats the feeling of heartbroken?
Pain pain and pain
At the time, u will feel like holding something sharp
and ........ cut cut cut

What happen if being hurt?

Last time, i will emo will sad will cry

Now, i will hurt them back..

Last time i always like to do things

without telling ppl.

Coz i believe even they dunno i am

doing something for them.

One day they will realise there is

someone on this earth that will care

abt them.

But today only i know...

I just too stupid....

I have a dream

Not just basketball

i have others dream

Last time i tot, if i work hard...

one day my dream will come true

But today i know that

i should wake up

Me and my basketball mate

We work as a team

we play we enjoy and we have fun

i enjoy the most on the court

I have friends which are cool too

those friends they are not just physically cool

they did something awesome to me

that can let me keep as memories

Thx to those that good to me...

I have funny funny friends too

When we meets

Stomachace...

we gone mad.... haha

I have friends that hurt me too

To those friend, thx for teaching me something

that very important

I wont keep it in heart and we are still friends

Sometimes when ppl hurt us

either on purpose or not

we should just keep quiet

and tell them this

and lastly.... friend that i have happy momment with them

i hope i still can have it with u all

At here i want to apologise thx and everthing la....

To some people living in this world

2009-11-26T12:22:00.001+08:00

"but why make yourself suffer.
if the others don't feel the same way as you. den just let it go
because you not only let yourself suffer but the other person too"
because you not only let yourself suffer but the other person too
Thx for yr word gurl
i love the last sentence
i realise something important

2009-11-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

After going up, its down

2009-11-24T20:37:00.002+08:00

Today, i found something on my facebook...
zhu ne de chew aka my lovely cousin aka an lian wo de ren..
she uploaded we small small time punya pics...
we all look damm funny lol
and jie, u forget to upload that one that i hugged u XD

Aiks.. but unfortunately
i dun remember anything about small that time
seems like memory all lost
everyone can rmb wat happened during small that time
But i cant...
Youngest also standard 3.. so sad rite aiks

Tmr last day of curve
Glad that tse chia aka my 2nd wife came today
haha wheres zhi han btw ??? lol

2009-11-22T21:45:00.002+08:00

saw zhi han and tse chia they all
at curve this afternoon
they say i turn more gentleman
yeah rite... im just not as talkative as last time
maybe less training
Then wen yang they all come kacau
Sorry guys... boss there.. dint talk with u all

2009-11-22T04:02:00.000+08:00

Listening to sjm and thomas jack's songs....